Gaza Metropolis, Gaza Strip – Within the Holy Household Church in Gaza Metropolis, Fouad Abu Youssef, 34, wears a tattered, worn-out shirt as he sifts by means of a heap of salvaged garments, remnants of what had been his dwelling, hoping to discover a change of garments for his five-year-old daughter, Layla.
Previously two years of Israel’s battle on Gaza, Fouad, a member of Gaza’s small Christian minority, has buried his sister after an air strike and seen his own residence and his household’s home in Gaza Metropolis’s Tal al-Hawa neighbourhood collapse. Circumstances grew so dire that Fouad, his aged mother and father and 5 siblings with their households had been pressured to dwell in a close-by cemetery earlier than lastly discovering refuge within the church.
For greater than a 12 months, the Abu Youssef household has lived inside the church’s quarters within the Zeitoun neighbourhood. They survived an in depth name with loss of life when an Israeli tank shell struck the church in July, killing three individuals and wounding a number of others. And now, after Israel declared it was getting ready for a significant assault on Gaza Metropolis and known as it a “harmful fight zone” final week, the household can not assist however concern dropping the roof over their heads as soon as extra and going again onto the streets, the place it’s much more harmful.
Though the Holy Household Church was not positioned by Israel within the zones marked for expulsions, the opposite church buildings in Gaza Metropolis, together with the Greek Orthodox Church of Saint Porphyrius and the Anglican St Philip’s Church, had been. However the almost 550 displaced individuals sheltering within the Holy Household Church nonetheless distrust the Israeli navy. The church has been attacked so many occasions earlier than – regardless of Israeli ensures that it doesn’t goal locations of worship.
Most people there, together with Fouad, are refusing to go away, even when Israel orders them to evacuate within the subsequent few days. This sentiment is shared within the different church buildings, the place the vast majority of occupants have determined to remain regardless of being instructed by Israel to maneuver south.
Leaders of Gaza’s Christian group mentioned in a joint assertion launched on August 26 that the pressured displacement would quantity to “nothing lower than a loss of life sentence”.
“Amongst those that have sought shelter inside the partitions of the compounds, many are weakened and malnourished as a result of hardships of the final months,” the patriarchs wrote. “For that reason, the clergy and nuns have determined to stay and proceed to look after all those that shall be within the compounds.”
Clergy to remain of their church buildings
“This resolution got here with full freedom,” Farid Gibran, the Holy Household Church’s spokesperson, defined, saying these sheltering on the church have the freedom to go away in the event that they need to.
The choice of the church leaders to remain in Gaza Metropolis has impressed a lot of these residing on the Holy Household Church to stay regardless of rising fears of Israeli assaults. Many, like Moussa Saad Ayyad, 41, a father of 4 youngsters aged six to 14, imagine the church’s relationship with the Vatican might assure relative security.
“We got here to the church as a result of it appears like the one secure place left, a spot the place we could be collectively and discover assist. Its ties overseas give us some safety,” he instructed Al Jazeera. “But when the hazard will get worse, every of us could don’t have any selection however to flee south on their very own.”
For others like Fouad, the prospect of a second displacement and the pressure it will place on his daughter and aged mother and father are what maintain him from leaving. However he additionally believes that staying is an act of religion and a type of resistance towards the Israeli occupation, which has already price him a lot.
“They took my dwelling and my family members, however they gained’t take my proper to stay right here on my land regardless of how darkish it will get,” Fouad instructed Al Jazeera as he watched his daughter sleep.
Contained in the complicated, church leaders instructed Al Jazeera that the church has not pressured occupants to remain and at present, as a substitute of panic and chaos, “a spirit of solidarity prevails amongst each Christian and Muslim refugees, who’re working vigilantly to safe meals and water for the kids and the aged”.
A priest, talking on situation of anonymity as a result of he was not authorised to remark, mentioned Gaza’s Christian group has a significance far past its small numbers.
“Our presence [in the church] represents centuries of historic continuity on this land,” he instructed Al Jazeera. “We’re right here to hope, to serve and to bear witness to hope within the midst of darkness.”
A sanctuary below hearth
Since Israel first introduced plans for a floor operation in Gaza Metropolis final month, Moussa and different residents have been gripped by anxiousness, by no means realizing when the assault may start. For 23 months, the church has sheltered him and his household, however he’s reminded of moments when even that security was not assured, together with the July assault.
The Israeli navy claimed the constructing was hit by stray hearth, and Pope Leo XIV mentioned he was “deeply saddened to study of the lack of life and harm brought on by the navy assault”.
At this time, as Israel forges forward with its navy operations in Gaza Metropolis, Moussa doesn’t know what’s most secure for his youngsters, if something.
The church compound had come below hearth as early as December 2023 when two girls sheltering inside had been killed by an Israeli sniper.
Days earlier, air strike shrapnel had broken the parish complicated, destroying photo voltaic panels, water tanks, and different amenities.
“Earlier than the battle erupted, we lived regular, balanced lives in Gaza, … easy human lives with primary wants met,” Moussa mentioned.
Samer Farha, a father of three, shared the identical sentiments.
“The toughest factor we expertise is seeing our youngsters hungry,” he instructed Al Jazeera. “We attempt to make them really feel secure, however the sounds of bombing make each second heavy.”
Father Gabriel Romanelli, the parish priest of the Holy Household Church, described the management’s and parishioners’ resolution to remain as preserving “the church as a spot of worship and life”.
“For these refugees, remaining represents greater than defiance,” Romanelli, who was injured within the July assault and continues to be recovering, instructed Al Jazeera. “It’s symbolic, [the] safety of a spot embodying their group’s historical past.”
The Holy Household Church, the one Catholic parish in Gaza, has lengthy held symbolic significance past Gaza. All through the battle, the late Pope Francis known as the parish virtually each day, sustaining a direct line to the besieged group.
Cardinal Pierbattista Pizzaballa, the Latin patriarch of Jerusalem, visited Gaza in July after the tank shell hit, bringing meals and medical provides together with Theophilos III, the Greek Orthodox patriarch.
‘Even when it means dying’
Because the displaced in Gaza Metropolis start to evacuate, the Holy Household Church stands as one of many final Christian sanctuaries in Gaza Metropolis.
Maryam al-Omr, 69, who took shelter within the church along with her grandson after her dwelling in Tal al-Hawa was destroyed, instructed Al Jazeera: “I cannot depart right here, even when it means dying. This church is my final dwelling, and I cannot abandon it.”
But for each stalwart like al-Omr, others are considering an not possible selection.
“We’re grateful for the worldwide statements,” mentioned one displaced resident who requested to not be named for concern of being remoted over his ideas of leaving. “However we nonetheless face shortages of meals, medication and gasoline. We’d like greater than phrases.”
As night time falls and Fouad prepares his household’s sleeping space, the irony shouldn’t be misplaced on him: The Holy Household Church, named for Christianity’s unique refugees fleeing violence in historic Palestine, now shelters households going through the identical not possible selection between security and residential.
His daughter cries from starvation, and he holds her shut, whispering phrases of consolation whereas suppressing his personal despair, going backwards and forwards between wanting to go away and wanting to remain.
His voice falters as he admits, “I don’t need anybody to see my ache. Get me out of this nation.”
But moments later, leaning on one of many church’s partitions, he reaffirms his resolve: “We’ll keep right here, no matter comes.”
This text is printed in collaboration with Egab.
